Open your eyes.

I am an insane human. I am mad. My brain doesn't work correctly. I know.

The worst?
Everybody know it.
The hardest?
I don't want to change it.
Why?
Because I'm happy being in that way.



That's my problem. I don't think it hurts me, even, I think it helps me when I have to face to the world.
All my insecurities are there, standing next to me, reminding me why I'm not good enough, getting me scared about success, showing how my happiness won't appear never again. 
And I'm losing this fighting against the worst fighter: ME.
I'm partly inside the darkness, my other side is still waiting for my eyes, it is waiting for the moment which my eyes realise the real lie in which I am living now.




I'm what the water gave me. So, wake up stupid!